Please help.

I'm asking this question because I don't have anyone I can rely on anymore. As you read my profile, I'm aiming for medical school.
Originally, I would have to play blackjack, but shamefully, I can't even cure my own mental illness.
So I would like you to listen to your concerns in the hope that you will meet Blackjack here.
I have a creepy face. My head is bad too. The appearance is also terrible. What's more, it's almost becoming NEET. I think I'm already doing something myself, but I can't take action. I'm only thinking about things that are good in my imagination. For example, I got accepted to medical school, joined the swimming club, became a captain, and made a plan to please pediatric children at the club... it's too bland, but it's just delusional, and reality and ideals are getting farther and farther apart.
I want to be a good-looking guy, and I want to be smart. I want to travel to various places overseas. I want to have many experiences and broaden my horizons. But I'm not making any effort to do that. If someone like this were right in front of you, you'd want to hit them. I want to make it bumpy...
I don't like myself anymore and I can't help it. Recently, I went to bed at 6:00 in the morning, woke up at 14:00, and went to bed at 6:00 again without doing anything. This kind of life continues. Just writing it right now makes me laugh. If I want to go to medical school, I have to study anymore, so what am I really doing?
I don't have any motivation even if I think that way. I want to change, but I can't.
I have a lot of things I want to do.
There is even an ideal figure. There are many people who think that there are such wonderful people, especially when studying Japanese history.
A person who has put his whole body and soul into improving Japan. People who have put the people around them first rather than themselves. I thought there were people like that in this world. What would such people think if they saw who they are now (;;)
I can't do anything about this rotten heart on my own anymore.
There are no people around you who can talk about your worries, and if you leave it like this, you'll become a really bad person. I don't like that kind of life. I only live once, and I don't want it to end like this.
I'm sorry for the messed up sentence. Thank you for reading to the end. Please give me some advice.

5 Zen Responses

I have a sharp self-analysis, so I recommend becoming a monk

The art of clearly writing down self-analysis in long sentences not an ordinary person

Be someone who answers not someone who asks questions, become a monk

I saw that if you were to make a disciple, the monk would respond

If you're a wise person who knows everything about rotten things, then Hasu isn't a child counselling joke

Not choosy

I wonder. If you don't do anything while you're awake, you're already a hermit.
Do you want to go to the bathroom? Who is cleaning that toilet?
living alone? If it were NEET, it would be home.

So, even though it's solid, I tried cleaning the toilet every day. You won't hate it every day. If anything, ask them to become a pro for the first time.
Once you've done that, ask the next question. Well, “I couldn't do it!” But I don't mind.
If someone who is doing something they can do says “please help me,” not even if that's not the case, it's fine with money. Medical school is expensive, isn't it?

But I've noticed something good. You only live once. So far, it's still a flimsy phrase, though. It would be nice if you said that and someone would come to terms with it.

Let's get out of the house and get to work

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I'm getting farther and farther away from reality and ideals due to only delusions.
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Since they're stuck at home, they probably just have delusions.
Get out of the house and get some exercise. I'm not studying because I'm just being delusional, so it's better not to stay at home. Let's move our bodies and work.

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Recently, I went to bed at 6:00 in the morning, woke up at 14:00, and went to bed at 6:00 again without doing anything
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Why don't you live and work at a newsagent? Morning paper delivered, slept and woke up, evening paper delivered. It's actually just right. If you have time to think hard about excuses for not working, try moving your body anyway.

Even if a doctor can fix a person's body...

Ryu-sama

This is Kawaguchi Hidetoshi. This is my humble answer to the question.

“Huh, I understand. I'll help you. However, how much can we prepare?”

If it were Mr. Black Jack, I could expect... to answer like this... no good...

“Attachment Brique!”

“Even if a doctor repairs a person's body... they can't heal the bottom of a warped heart” (from The Grey House)... these are the actual words of Dr. Black Jack.

“Omakae Densu”

Buddhism is the best way to heal a distorted heart.

Let's learn Buddhism.

Well, first of all, it's a black jack connection, and I think it would be good to start with Tezuka Osamu's “Buddha.”

Also, if there is anything you don't understand while studying and proceeding with Buddhism, please feel free to ask hasunoha a question.

I pray for good deeds.

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho

Why are you aiming for medical school?

Dreams you really want to make come true are different, aren't they?
Isn't that contradiction painful?

I'm still young, so
I think we should follow that dream.

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