I'm not proud of it, but I feel strangely happy with my own life.
I am especially happy since I came across Buddhism.
Besides, it looks like a normal life, but it is strange to be able to live such a normal life.
When I was a kid, I thought I wouldn't be able to become a decent member of society, but it's strange that I've managed to live.
Thanks to Buddhism, I think it's thanks to temples.
Also, I was happy that the Buddha appeared in my dreams, but if I think about Buddhism every day, I don't think it's strange to dream about the Buddha.