Hello Sakusakupanda.
I see! If you really think that, there is no choice but to practice ascetic practices and free yourself from reincarnation. Even if you say “erase existence,” the body will remain until it runs out, but I don't think it will be born again.
> Someone please turn it off
In Buddhism, it is explained that “there is no liberation due to others,” so I think it will be difficult if Pandas do training and seize the opportunity to be freed.
Well, conversely, even though Panda herself thinks it's useless to live, now that she was born into this world, she says, “I want to live! I want to be born!” It means that they still have an obsession with life.
In that sense, I think most people are born out of necessity rather than “why do we live or why do we have an obligation?”
For example, it's like sweets or alcohol. When I say it, “Don't get fat ~ it's bad for your health ~” At the time, I think, “OK, let's stop with this,” but before you know it, you've been drinking and eating again.
I think the same thing is happening even after my body is destroyed. I thought I'd live my last life, but due to worries such as desire, anger, and regret, I finally came back to life in this world. I think their afflictions and relationships have an impact on where they are born and what they look like.
“So, is it your own will that you be born?” Speaking of, it's not just about the will that can be controlled that much, so it's also largely due to various relationships. Of course, there is also a will that can be controlled. This kind of will is called “action” in Buddhism. Then, write that you will practice the line, and it's called “ascetic practice.”
From another point of view, you might think about the cost performance of living, but something is certain. It says, “We all hate suffering!” That's it. So, what we can do now is how we can conquer and destroy suffering. If suffering can be destroyed, the cost will always be zero, so there will be no need for calculation. To that end, there is ascetic practice.
There may have been many stories that were hard to realize, but while I was a college student, I thought, “What does living mean?” Please think carefully about that in that manner! (^^)!