Questions for people who turned around and became monks
Nice to meet you, I'm starting to have feelings that I can't digest on my own.
I hope you can answer my questions when you have time.
The other day, when I introduced Hasunoha to my relatives, saying, “There is a site where monks can consult,” I thought that my relatives muttered “there are people who have escaped their jobs and become monks and former pro wrestlers...” with a mysterious face,
“What happened to the crimes these people committed, big or small, before they became monks?”
“There are boys who have spoken ill of people, slandered them on the internet, and they have misunderstood the sermons, but how did these boys come to terms with the crimes and acts they committed in their previous jobs that they have done until now?”
“For example, if you were a former pro wrestler, you would have ranted and hit your opponent with foul language even though it was that kind of job.”
“Since I'm entering the Buddha's path, I wonder if they properly apologize to each and every one of them, like the person I hit before? Or do they think it's not a bad thing because it's a job? Or maybe the past is in the past, so they cut it out or forgot about it? Do you think that if you go into Buddhism, all of those acts have been written off?”
“There is a sense of incongruity with the sight of a boy who hasn't settled his past at all preaching to people who are desperately here to discuss what to do.”
“If you're putting your own affairs on the shelf and preaching, I feel like you're worse than being a hypocrite in a sense.”
I was saying something like that.
I was frightened when I heard that, but certainly... there was something I sympathized with.
I'm sure there are people who had various occupations before they became monks, but I'd like you to tell me how they dealt with their own actions in the past. I'm really curious.
