I've started to hate going to school lately.

When I read the post, I found that it wasn't clear why I didn't want to go to school.
In order to solve a problem, it is important to first clarify the cause.
Even in Buddhism, it is called cause → effect.
The inside of a person's head is chaotic, so it is necessary to sort it out.
Therefore, the recommended method is, after all, the process of “writing it out by hand on paper.”
First, write down 100 reasons why you don't want to go to school, while getting sweaty in your brain, in desperation. If 100 isn't enough, try writing out 200.
Once this work is done, the reason will be clear, and the next step, specific methods for solving it will be understood.
Please “try it” first.

　Hello, Kokono-san!
Surprisingly, there are many people who have vague, depressive feelings, like Koko no san.
Rather than a worry, I feel unmotivated no matter what I do.
When I worked for a company, there were times when I just couldn't go to work in the morning.

Mental problems are not necessarily the only cause.
Seasonal things, lack of exercise, or lack of nutrition.
Isn't there a fixed season to get depressed?
Do you move your body once in a while?
Are you eating meat properly?
Are you deficient in iron, lacking in zinc, or are your meals biased towards carbohydrates?
It is also common for depression to improve with manipulative treatment.
(When blood flow in the neck is poor and the head does not feel refreshed, etc.)

Mental worries are also important,
Since a change of mind = a change in the body,
If you can improve with exercise and diet, that's better, isn't it?
I'm not a physical expert, so I can't give proper advice,
Personally, I pay attention to exercise and nutrition.
(Terrible eating habits are described in my self-introduction,
(Actually, I try to take green juice, which is full of minerals, and a lot of protein.)
By all means, as soon as I read the book, I went to the doctor,
Please also listen to the opinions of body experts.

I don't have to go if I don't want to. I've been saying that one more time. I've lived abroad for a long time, so it may be a bit different, but like in Japan, I don't go straight to school. I leave junior high school, get a job, get a job out of high school, get a job, get a job, find something I really want to do for myself, and include it in school.
Isn't it important to find your own path without being impatient? Life itself is school and study, isn't it? Kaiunji Akiyama Genshin Gassho

You probably don't like the sense of isolation and alienation of being alone.
The feeling of loneliness and alienation is depressing for everyone.
Everyone feels that loneliness is darkness. So all you have to do is open the curtains that are slightly open and walk towards the light. If you take a step further than that, the light will show you the path itself to walk.
I had a similar experience.
Life at university, like middle school and high school, does not have group activities, and is left to each person. So if you don't have close friends, you can't help but feel alone.
Luckily I had friends, but unfortunately I was lonely.
This is because, at the root, I felt that I was different from everyone else.
I wonder why I'm only doing such boring studies. I was just dissatisfied as to whether there were any meaningful studies that would be more useful in life.
When the punch line gets to the point where I need help, “Ah.” We will come to understand the reason for the existence of learning.
This is because I understand my thirst and what I need to live.
Oh, the skills, knowledge, and methods I need to live in the future are ❝ this ❞. That becomes clear.
I pray for your father's recovery. However, the main character in your life is you. My father said that the previous chief priest passed away when he was in college, so that was difficult.
When you really decide where to go in your life, everyone doesn't care about people.
So... everyone doesn't say it, but they don't reveal it, but there's such a sense of isolation. We can't talk about that, but everyone has the same sense of anxiety. That's why they can be connected.
That's why people who gather gather, and those who pave their way alone thoroughly pave the way.
What do you love? You should spend your whole life living what you love for a living.

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This is Kawaguchi Hidetoshi. This is my humble answer to the question.

Originally, campus life is supposed to be fun... but if you have a lot of depressing things or worries, you will inevitably fall into anxiety, and you will spend your time not feeling that much fun...

Actually, my humble life has experienced something similar...

First, since it wasn't the university I wanted, I was a masked ronin for a year, and I was studying earnestly at the library... of course, I did classes properly, did circle and club activities, and made a few friends, but I wasn't really familiar, and I spent some time alone somewhere because I might quit anyway... but in the end, I fell back to the university of my choice, and from the second year, I spent time worrying about whether to transfer or study for the bar exam... ・

However, from around that time, my father, who is the chief priest of the temple at my parents' house, has been repeatedly hospitalized and discharged due to intractable and rare diseases of unknown cause, and I have anxiety that I don't know when what will happen...

In a state where a situation where I had to go to ascetic practice right away was not strange, I got impatient about everything, got bogged down, and everything went idle... anyway, I gave up transferring to a university and did my best to study the world of politics in conjunction with studying for the bar exam, but in the end, I was forced to go to ascetic training... as soon as I finished my third year, I took a leave of absence and went to ascetic practice to become a monk It came down to that...

Of course, I went back to school after training, and although I resumed my bar exam studies and political activities, in the end, I couldn't neglect my main job, and I gave up on both, and now I'm spending my time like this...

However, I look back on what I worked so hard at the time, and I am still able to make use of it, and it was definitely not a waste.

There may certainly be various concerns and anxieties like here, but please don't give up, believe that one day it will be useful in the future, and I hope you can work as much as possible on what you need to do right in front of you without overdoing it.

Also, the humble answers below are for reference only.

Question “Does truancy mean going to school”
http://blog.livedoor.jp/hasunoha_kawaguchi/archives/1002997340.html

I pray for good deeds.

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho