What is Buddhism?
Hello. I am a former believer in a certain religious religion. In that religion, they read the sutras of that religion every day, hold what is called the name of the law, participate in meetings called gathering, and climb a mountain called Mount Miroku. The person I solicited was someone I had been in a relationship with for 20 years, and I really believed in that religion. However, I felt uncomfortable with this religion. The answer was that it would be better to have someone at work talk about it and quit. Also, my husband was with me, but he hated his religion, and his relatives were furious and our relationship was cut short. I am now living a happy life at my parents' house. I'm also doing my best at work. The person who was recruited died young due to cancer. She believed in that religion until the end, and I both read that sutra every day, but I got divorced and she lost her life. What about this makes me happy? I have a younger brother. I'm still young and don't know what's going to happen, but I'm sure they'll get married. I was worried that my sister-in-law would actually understand me, so I talked to the monk at the temple who has become a parishioner. That person is doing meditation sessions, and it is said that meditating brings me closer to the state of nirvana, so I began to do it every day, participated in meditation sessions, and I wanted to quit my original religion. I told her husband and branch manager and quit. However, I was really indebted to her, and my brain became unable to meditate without reading the sutras, so even after I quit, I'm reading sutras, and I'm thinking of visiting her grave. I'm still connected to people I've met through my faith and religion on LINE. If it continues like this, I'm worried about whether it will come back again. I'm not doing it because I want to be happy. Just visit graves, read sutras, meditate, and give incense sticks. I don't know Buddhism at all. I don't even understand the meaning of sutras. But I want to study now. I don't think what is mentioned in religion is simple, has a unique interpretation, and is not essential. The monk at the temple who meditates is also nice, but I don't know if I can go to nirvana. Am I a strange person from the perspective of society? What is Buddhism? Do you mean reading sutras? Are you going to visit graves? Is it about meditating? I never took time off from work because of my religion. I've only been soliciting religious beliefs once, and my family stopped me, so I'm not doing it now.
