Why was I born

Mikan-sama

My name is honorable.

As the title suggests, I don't know if that would be the answer, but let me say one word.

It wasn't Mikan's sex that got sick. It's something everyone can do.
Being fired from work due to illness is not Mikan's nature. It's something everyone can do.
The feeling that I want to play isn't bad. It's something everyone has.

“This is how it has to be!” Please create your own label and avoid hurting yourself as much as possible. Not everyone works all the time and smiles all the time.
Let's take a break when it's hard. Even adults cry when they're sad.
I think my relatives will be convinced if I explain the situation carefully.

After that, why don't you just think about suddenly arriving at your ideal, but think about small goals and intermediate goals.

As we move towards our goals, I think we will slowly be able to see the meaning of being alive and why we were born.

Incidentally, I don't compare myself to others or the world in general; I compare myself to myself a year ago.
I think it's easy to determine whether it was a wasted life or a fruitful life.

You've had a lot of trouble with your life up until now, and you're living. I understand that you have a really painful feeling.
I don't think we were all the same as human beings when we were born. Not everyone is given an equal environment or body within society or as a person. There is a difference between being given, big or small. It's just in my life right now. They live by growing within what they have been given to them and finding purpose in between.
I believe that we are living in order to find the purpose and meaning of our lives. I'm a monk, and I think my purpose of becoming a monk was also guided by finding my own purpose in life without me being aware of it? Recently, I think so.
There are many painful things, but wouldn't it be nice if we could find the meaning of life in the process?
I want to help each other find that meaning in life!
Let's do our best without hurrying. I will cheer you behind the scenes.

You've had a tough life, haven't you?
It must have been unimaginably painful.
Even so, I'm glad my relatives supported me.
Please treat your relatives as if they were real parents.
Think of it as your real parents and honestly tell them about your current situation and your suffering.
I'm sure it will help you.
Any job is fine.
Let's work first and give back to our relatives.

I know you want to meet up with your friends, but make time to look for work now by communicating with them by phone or email.

You should live for your happiness.
Keep a distance from your real parents, think of your relatives as your real parents, and find your happiness.

Mikan-sama

This is Kawaguchi Hidetoshi. This is my humble answer to the question.

You've been through a lot of hard times up until now... I want you to be happy.

The meaning, value, reason to live...

Honestly, there's no such thing as being able to say “this is the correct answer”...

Now, in Buddhism, “sky” is explained, and it means that every thing or thing has no substance, and it is not made up as an independent entity. There are no exceptions, and concepts based on thoughts such as meaning, value, and reason for living are the same.

However, it is not “nothing” that means nothing. There are certainly things that can be perceived or recognized, or things that cannot be perceived or recognized but are possible. Of course, both your humble self and you actually exist in this way.

However, even though they do exist, as described above, I would explain that they are “empty,” and that they simply exist as “good luck.”

“Fortune” means that things and things always depend on something: establishment due to a relationship called causation (effect), establishment due to the relationship between the whole and parts, and establishment due to the relationship between fractionation.

Even in terms of the meaning, value, and reason for living, it is something called “emptiness” that is not an entity, but each can have its own “luck.”

Therefore, if you have captured the meaning, value, and reason of life with negative emotions or ways of thinking, you have captured it as such due to causes (causes and conditions) etc. of your life, upbringing, circumstances, environment, human relationships, etc., and if you can make those causal relationships better, now it will be quite possible to capture them with positive (or neutral) feelings and ways of thinking It depends on how it becomes.

Surely, depending on reconciling good causes and relationships, it will be possible to change it to the meaning, value, and reason for a good life.

There are many hints in Buddhism for adjusting that good cause and effect, so I hope you can work on it with the aim of improving even as you learn Buddhism little by little.

I wish you good luck and good luck.

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho

It is clearly explained in the Hokke Kyojo Fukaru Bosatsu products.
It is said that as a result of atoning for the sins of past lives in this world, it became Buddha (Buddha Buddha).
Look at the present and know the past.
If the present is difficult, understand that past lives have given the same pain to others. That is cause and effect. There is always a cause for an outcome.
People are born to atone for the sins of past lives. It's natural that it's painful.
However, if you make amends correctly, you will always be saved if the method of making amends is correct.

People are born to atone for the sins of past lives. It's nothing else.

Finally, “the more inconvenient the answer is, the more true it is.”
It's easy to think that you want to be healed by the cheesy kindness right in front of you, especially now that your heart is exhausted, but that is very dangerous. Hold yourself as firm as you are at times like these. Don't lose sight of yourself.