hello. I saw it.
Koto-sama is thinking about her mother even though she says she's tired. I think this is a result of Koto's kindness and courage in trying so hard not to run away from reality. You've been working so hard until now, haven't you? I respect that as a matter of pride.
Also, it is said that they thought this world would be difficult for a long time. If you think about it from a Buddhist point of view, that idea is not a mistake; it is a correct point of view. Because our “mind's eye” is dirty, we continue to look at the world “as we want it to be” rather than “as it is.” There is a saying, “A problem is not caused by the fact itself, but by how one interprets it.” The reason why Koto is worried and thinks that living is difficult is probably because the rules of mind “don't turn out the way you want,” “you should do this,” and “you must be like this” have bound themselves.
Actually, it is necessary to listen to the voice of one's own heart, such as “what do I want to do,” “what kind of person I want to be,” and “what do I want to do if I don't have any obstacles,” but you may say that there is no room for that. Therefore, we recommend that you move your body to get out of a state dominated by thoughts in your head. I don't mind walking around the neighborhood for a bit. I think it's good to go to a big spa or the like and sweat in a sauna or the like. Be careful with your body. Also, when I have a little time to spare, I'll pay attention to how the food tastes when I eat it. How did you feel when you saw cherry blossoms while walking? It's not an idea of “I have to do this,” such as feeling the wind, and I think it's an easier path to feel what you're feeling. I think it's only a step by step, but I recommend putting it into practice.
May peace come to the heart of the ancient city. Gassho
