How would you live if you had opposing dualities?

Excuse me for the question.

Also, I wanted to hear from someone different from my own.

While I usually seek what is called normal happiness, such as being able to live my usual daily life and life with stable thinking,

Internally, I also want to do something unique because it doesn't matter what kind of ending it is.

I understand that it is unique just because it exists regardless of what you do or don't do, so the assumption is that it's fine even if you don't achieve anything.

So-called pioneering ideas, such as exploring something that people don't know or doing something new, are normal for me,

What I want to do is to be a person who does unpredictable things or things that don't make sense.

If you think about it, I was most excited when I did that kind of thing regardless of profit or loss.

If that makes someone uncomfortable, hurt, or bothers them, they're just dangerous people, but I think it's good for both of us if they make them happy.

Just stability and normality are good without patience or anything! I'm also comfortable with that, and that's not a lie.

I'm probably wondering if my life will shine the best when both of my dualities are satisfied,

It's easy to get lost due to conflicting dualities, and I'd like to hear some advice about satisfying both.

If you think about it, I basically don't treat others as special, even if something is superior to me, but in the past 2 people have treated them in a special way,

After all, those people were kind perverts who made me happy by pulling off things I wouldn't normally do.

I don't know what the person himself was thinking at that time, and I think it's just one aspect of that person,

Maybe I'm longing for this (or is it a curse?) I thought they were going to say that.

It would be nice if something could be connected to people in future generations.

3 Zen Responses

That's an interesting question!
It's fun to think

I have “light and dark” and “white and black” in my heart
If so, they're both myself
Be sure to acknowledge and accept first
I'm aware of it.
Especially dark

For example, if there are people you don't like,
“It's 00!” When I thought about it
“As a monk, do something like that
Isn't it okay to think about it?” It makes me think.
“But monks are human too,
There's nothing good or bad in the first place, right?” We will continue to integrate ourselves with

As an image, it looks like a marble pattern (it's my own style)

Try mixing light and dark as if you were putting milk in coffee and stirring with a spoon.

dark emotions that are hard to accept,
I dare to face it.

Normal daily life and stability
Wouldn't it be more fun not to clearly understand an excited pervert?
It makes me think.
Because every person you are is yourself.

Enjoy everything in parallel, enjoy more and more. Enjoy both input and output.

I think it would be nice if we could do production activities that will be useful to future generations.

Everyone has self-contradictions (conflicts)

I think everyone has conflicting ideas and hopes within themselves.
I want to lose weight but I want to eat potato chips, I have to study but I want to play, etc.
At the end of the day, there is no choice but to compare merits and demerits, one's ability/physical condition, costs, schedules, risks, etc., and make a decision each time.
This also applies to life events such as going on to college, getting a job, getting married, etc.
We are afflicted by greed, anger, laziness, and pride.
I want to get results to satisfy my pride, but I'm also lazy.
There are things I want to do (greed), but there are times when there are people I don't like (anger) in that place.

Amidst various encounters and encounters

I read it.
I read what you found very interesting about the duality that exists in your mind. Somehow, I think I understand your feelings. I understand your feelings from the bottom of my heart.
I think it's natural in a sense that you also have a heart that wants to live a normal life and a heart that wants to live a pioneering life. I think various figures in history probably had the same duality. The people who started revolutions and became people in power probably had various aspects. I think I steered my life drastically due to various encounters, timings, and encounters during that era.
So I think everyone has such potential inherent in it. It's inside of you, too.
As you live, you will surely have various encounters in the future, and you will judge and make your own choices about your own life. I don't know what's ahead, but I'm sure it will have a big impact on your life, and your life will change.
I sincerely pray that you will be blessed with wonderful encounters and relationships in the future and that you will live a truly rich and fulfilling life from the bottom of your heart. And I will support you from the bottom of my heart. Please live a wonderful life just like you. We wholeheartedly agree

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