I don't think anyone needs me

For people who want to talk to.

You think you can't do anything, you just cause trouble, and you can't live a normal life like everyone else.

It's difficult to live a normal life. Even so, many people around the world can't even drink water satisfactorily, and compared to people suffering from hunger, I think counselors are living a much happier life than normal. Even though I'm a poor monk and negative, I'm doing my best while repeating that with my heart.

Akashiya Sanma is an entertainer, and it seems that his life motto is “just being alive makes a living.” It seems that people who are struggling have a hard time because they have expectations for life compared to others. I can't stop looking at the top. First, we just have to accept the current situation and move forward.

I always have a negative personality, so when it gets tough, I watch comedy shows to reset my negative mind and then move forward. It was a repetition of that for 58 years of my life. I wonder if it will continue until I die (laughs). But there are also quite a few fun things in a hard life. I wonder if being able to experience that supports it!

When your mind is tired, it's also important to take a good rest. If you fail, let's rest your mind by doing whatever you like, whether it's a hobby or whatever. ('▽`).

Each one of your words has weight.
Thank you for speaking with the same feeling.

Right now, you think “I can't do anything” and “I'm only causing trouble.”
But is that really a “fact”?

Or aren't you in a state where your heart is deeply hurt, and everything in the world is visible in “words to blame yourself”?

When people are weak, their voices say, “Something like myself...” louder. It's definitely not “your essence,” and it's like an illusion shown by a tired heart.

Right now, you may be feeling that your very existence is “annoying.” But what if the fact that you're “here” already has meaning for someone else?

For example, this is how you put your feelings into words. It can also be a saving word for someone who similarly thinks “I have no value.”

Buddhism explains that each of us is living in an irreplaceable “relationship.”

Not being able to live well or being forced to rely on someone is not a “bad self,” but a “natural state of affairs as a human being.”

You are suffering right now.
I'm not running away, I'm feeling the voice in the back of my heart.
With that alone, you are already “living a serious life.”

Please, don't say “let's be normal” or “be a person who doesn't cause trouble” right now.
First, just staying alive is enough.

If you are experiencing “suffering that no one else can tell,” please don't hold it alone and ask for help.

That's not indulgence. It's the courage to live.

Your life is the only precious thing that can't be compared to anyone else. Please, just don't forget that.

I read it.
You think you can't do anything and that you're only bothering people. You're worried about why you can't live a normal life. I don't know the details about you, but I understand your feelings from the bottom of my heart.
I don't know what's in your heart or your state right now, but you probably feel that it's hard to live your life without being very pessimistic, thinking you're someone who can't do anything. I think there's also a reason why you think so, and I think you've lost so much confidence in yourself.
If you don't mind, let's talk about that thought here too and let's get it out of your heart. And let's share your hard feelings with us and many others.
You're never alone; you're sharing your thoughts with us here too. I don't know all of your feelings, but it really conveys your painful feelings. Please relax your heart while sharing your thoughts little by little, and ease your tired heart little by little.
It may seem useless to you that you can't do anything, but I think you are helping a lot of people out of sight.
Also, I think there are many people who really care about you.
It's hard to understand myself.
Please don't be in a hurry and calm down.
I sincerely pray that you will continue to be blessed with relationships with many people and that you can live every day healthily while respecting and caring for each other, and that little by little, you can take care of yourself, grow, and live with confidence. And I will support you from the bottom of my heart.
Please let me know your thoughts again; I support you from the bottom of my heart.