Damn, would heresy be the worst?
I'm indebted to you. Actually, it became an emerging Buddhist religion about 15 years ago. I left the membership after less than 3 years. That's because I didn't know much at first and got into the faith because I was hesitant, but shamefully, I didn't do much research. At first, I thought it was a religion based on a certain denomination, and that religious group also insisted on that, but it may have simply been excommunicated or became independent. Far from deepening my faith in that cult, the original sutras, doctrines, and low-level childish sermons, I began to regret it. Also, it was quite mentally draining due to semi-coercion and power harassment in service activities. Far from improving, my life began to go in a worse direction, and my parents' funeral was also ruined. After unsubscribing, I did a lot of research, and there were still many people who received the same thing as me, and I also heard voices saying that it could not be called Buddhism. So I have a question. If you believe in Buddhism such as devotion, magic, heresy, etc., will your life and life go in the worst direction on the contrary? I think I'll start with actual experience. Please let me know what you think.
