Disappearing mountain villages and myself unable to do anything are empty
Nice to meet you, please forgive me for making this a bit long.
After I graduated from college, I worked as a white-collar worker in an urban area.
I myself was born in a rural area on a flatland, but my parents are from an abandoned village deep in the mountains, and I was often taken from an early age to take care of the houses and villages that still remain there.
As I looked at that house where I hadn't even spent time, I felt empty that the proof that humans had lived in this area from a long time ago and the stories they had spun were disappearing.
In a world where things are impermanent, I think this is nothing, but I would like to continue to preserve the appearance of this village and take some action to preserve and pass on as many memories and records as possible of disappearing lands and people all over Japan.
However, from the point of view of the people in that area, I am an “outsider,” and visiting it may be annoying in itself, and that worrying about mountain villages while living in a city in the first place is simply “consuming” nostalgic feelings by using that land as broth, and I am hopeless.
(Video contributors who get money by sensationally introducing such places also have feelings for the reasons described above, but I don't think that's something I can interfere with because it deviates from the subject)
Also, since I have a mild physical disability, I don't have the courage to decide to emigrate and engage in agriculture and forestry... I'm single, so there's no one to get involved with.
I am infuriated that I have not been able to do anything by talking only about such ideals, and I also feel helpless that Yamamura is currently disappearing in a progressive manner while doing this.
I'd like to hear any comments on how to come to terms with my feelings, or if there's anything I can do.
