I felt fear of death for the first time due to an unexpected accident
I had an unexpected accident in December of this year. It's an injury to the left ring finger. On Wednesday night last week, I happened to hit my left hand in a cut groove in a tomato can, causing massive bleeding, and I hurriedly went to the emergency treatment at night. At that time, the doctor said that a nerve in my left ring finger was damaged, and I was referred to another hospital the next day. The next day, at another hospital, my doctor suddenly told me “I should have surgery tomorrow,” and I was suddenly recommended to be hospitalized. The next day, I decided to be hospitalized, and surgery was performed on the same day. This is what I thought after surgery. It was then that I felt the fear of death for the first time. I still remember the horror of that time. From time to time, I learned about the illness lives and death reports of famous people on internet news, and I once again felt the weight of life. My anxiety grew vaguely growing that I might eventually become seriously ill. I'm so afraid to imagine myself if by any chance I get sick, it's unbearable. Is it an exaggeration to think that? Please tell me what to do if you are forced to choose death by any chance.
