I'm wondering if I should go to the farewell party for club activities.
The reason I'm at a loss is that I've been a hub for club activities since last year.
Last year, I was evaluated by my senior and appointed as a department manager, and since I was appointed as a department manager, I managed club activities, etc., but I became a department manager even though I had no ability, so I was isolated from my surroundings.
There were many acts that did not change because they were bullied, such as being hubbed by the group and being frequently shouted. It was a really painful and disgusting event for me.
Since the beginning of this year, I have retired from club activities, so I've spent my time until now without any difficulties, but it seems that a farewell party for club activities will be held next time, and they wanted students who can participate to participate.
I have no words to leave behind in this kind of club activity, I don't appreciate it, and I really don't want to go there when I think people will talk behind their backs again.
However, I have responsibilities as a department manager, and I also know that I have to complete everything until the end.
Should I go to the farewell party?
