Death is horrible
I'm not afraid to die until a little while ago
I don't know what will happen when I die, but I thought it would be fine because people would die at some point, but when I was about to go to sleep just now, I thought that if I slept like this, I might not wake up anymore, and I had a really bad feeling even though I didn't know anything.
I still have a lot of work left to do, and I don't want to die because I want to play with my friends.
I think there are times when I've been busy for the past 2 weeks or so and haven't been able to sleep much, and I'm mentally exhausted because I've been constantly moving, but I'm afraid of the sense of anxiety that springs up somehow.
Since birth, death is natural, and I understand it in words as part of a cycle, but I can't understand it with my heart.
I'm in a position to explain things to people in the future, but I'm struck by anxiety and I don't know what to do.
Sorry for the clumsy sentence
I would be happy if you could consult with me.
