It doesn't matter

There are days when things get bothersome already.
It's hard to think about it, and it feels like “that's enough.”

At times like that,
Put all the difficult things to the side

Eat something warm.

What I recommend now is “Nagatanien's Dashi Chazuke,” which is insanely good!
https://www.nagatanien.co.jp/product/detail/16/

Just pour hot water on it,
The scent of that soup stock came softly,
It says, “Oh, it sinks.”

Even if you don't have the energy to eat a lot,
I was quick to get in,
There is also a proper “feeling” of eating.

something,
No matter how much your life gets better,
This kind of thing doesn't betray you.

Apart from that, you don't have to be positive,
You don't have to try to cheer up,

Eat dashi chazuke and take a break.

I think that's enough for today.

Thank you for your question.
If possible, I'd like you to find something worthwhile in your work, but if you're in an occupation or environment where you can't do that, I think it's a good idea to seek a sense of purpose in life such as hobbies. Why don't you look for some fun hobbies? It's a good idea to learn skills by going to classrooms that you enjoyed in the past but aren't doing now, things you haven't done until now but are interested in, outdoor or indoor, or whatever.
Also, when it comes to work, if you put the customer first, your hesitation will decrease.

I read it.
It makes me think it would be better if you died because you felt like you didn't care that you were living now and didn't quite go the way you wanted.
If you live like you're dead, you want to die and be comfortable, and you want to die because you don't have to think about anything. I don't know the details about you, but I understand your feelings from the bottom of my heart.

Among my questions up until now, I read that you were worried that things weren't going well at work or in relationships.
There were probably various conflicts in your heart, and I think there were many times when you felt lonely or stuck, and it became very difficult. I think there are quite a few things in life where people feel that way.

There were times before, when I was desperate because no matter what I did at work or in my relationships, things didn't go well. Life was hectic, so people stopped coming over, and there were times when they were thrown away every few months even though they didn't get fired at work. I was wondering why this wasn't going well, and I thought life didn't matter anymore. That's who I am, but I'm still alive.
I think there have been various encounters, but I think they are being made use of now.

I don't know the details of your current situation, but it is true that you are living in the midst of various circumstances. That may be painful, but please stop slowly for now, rest yourself, and then take a leisurely look around. You may be able to see your life path little by little even if you can't see it now, or you may be able to notice various things. I don't think it's necessary to rush out an answer right now.

Please let us know how you feel again, and we look forward to welcoming you.

The current department still doesn't fit...
I wonder if it's also difficult to build relationships with people around you. It's not the environment you want; it's the company's intention. I think it's painful to be in a situation where nothing can be done. Continuing while your heart is screaming will reduce your ability to live. Thinking about your current state of mind, why don't you quit and rest your mind and body?

There is also support from the government for the future of life, and it is good to think about the next path.
First, let's protect ourselves by getting away from that environment.