Thank you for your consultation.
I also read the questions so far.
It's tide time.
It's a harsh way of saying it, but what is SM offering in exchange for the position and income you enjoy at your current job?
Aren't your jobs stealing your soul??
While saying it's the limit...
Are you really aware that wild boars are screaming??
“It's good to keep going for a long time”
As you said in your question,
Isn't SM's state at the stage where you let go of your obsession at work??
Go to psychosomatic medicine, get a medical certificate necessary for a leave of absence, apply for Injury and Sickness Allowance,
I recommend that you take a look at yourself from outside of work and think about the future.
Are there any problems with the company's management system?
Do you have the feeling that you are being protected by the company, just like the Buddha protects you?
In the same way that SM feels that failure is unforgivable, do you think company executives also have value in SM's work?
I've worked hard enough so far.
If it were a place where the company could receive energy, it wouldn't be like this, would it?
I think it would be good if you make a decision by understanding that the company is a place to do your own work.
Please take care of yourself.