There are so many things I want to do.

I am currently working as a financial and insurance foreign employee.
I thought there was no need to post this kind of trouble, but I'm afraid I'll post it.

Originally, I liked Japanese history and culture, so I went on to the Department of History in the Faculty of Letters at university and obtained the qualification of a museum curator in history. No matter what, it's difficult to get that job, and after going through a private company, I became a group employee, and now I'm being chased by quotas every day as a financial insurance foreign employee.
Last year, we successfully achieved our goal by falling under the prefecture's comprehensive commendation. I was able to get FP level 2 while I was busy. I got sick and had difficult situations where things didn't go well, but I managed to achieve it! It's like that. Until now, I've really lived my life centered around work due to transfers, job changes, places to live, and busyness with work. Thanks to that, I've earned a decent annual income, and I've been able to spend my money on things I want to do.
This year, I wanted to get even one step closer to my dream of doing something related to Japanese history and culture that hasn't been thrown away, so I became a member of society and resumed calligraphy, which I had stopped doing. Also, in addition to enjoying aikido, I was given the opportunity to do swordsmanship and sword fighting, which had always been my dream, and I just started this too. Of course, I love visiting and researching historic sites and places of interest, and visiting temples and shrines. My feelings are completely different.
Not always, but there are times when they are done in detail, such as wearing kimonos or tailoring with traditional textiles.
Other than that, I've started English conversation online and I'm also studying generative AI, so many things I want to do, such as creating Japanese-style AI images, have come up so much that I don't have time to sleep anyway.
I intend to make sure my work isn't affected, but I'm not really good at planning or allocating time. However, that's why it's not wrong to say that they've been passionate about it and tried to get into that world and have made it into their skills, techniques, and works.
Also, it will be futile. What are people around you doing? There are also people who look at this abnormal person with a close eye, and there are times when they do this kind of activity and wonder what they will become in the future.
Also, until now, I've only had a hard time in love. I would like to have a good relationship and get married. I also have gynecological diseases, and I don't know if there are children who will choose me as their parent, but I also have dreams of giving birth to and raising children.
First, I'm worried about what I can do in the future.

4 Zen Responses

Thank you Mitsuringo for your consultation.

They try various things and shape them.
You're amazing, and you're a hard worker.

So, if there were no restrictions, what would you really like to do?
If that were possible, what are some small steps you can take right now?
Also, when you achieve what you really want, what kind of emotions do you have, and what kind of people smile?

Let's think about it carefully.
Then, with that, make a plan to accumulate small goals,
I will continue to walk steadily towards my goal.
Let's create it.

and more!
I recommend receiving solution-focused therapy coaching to ask these questions. You'll probably be able to secure a resting place in your life by receiving that kind of coaching.
Please refer to it.
One bow

What are you most excited about?

Nice to meet you, Mitsuringo. I read your question.

Mitsuringo has a lot of things she wants to do, and she's taking on challenges all of them. But there are times when it becomes empty.

After taking on so many challenges, what were you most excited about? I think all of them were fun in their own way, but if you had to choose three, which one would it be?

I think I'll come to terms within myself by making them settle down in this way.
Gassho

This body is one. Once the relationship is in place, they step in and even become a place where they belong

I was also asked to read my profile. That's a great career. I think they've come this far because they want to move forward with goals in order to tackle anything.

No matter how much time you have, it's not enough, is it? There are so many things I want to do, and 24 hours a day isn't enough. I almost think that if I had my own alter ego, I could leave it up to each of them.

However, this body is one. You can grow old over time. That's why we have to make choices. Can we put it on the back burner, or can we only do it now? Can only you do it yourself, or leave it up to your friends? I think that, too, is a relationship that happened to me.

A job in early childhood education was my dream, and I thought it was my vocation. Above all else, I felt that it was fulfilling. Nevertheless, on the occasion of her marriage, she decided to graduate from the world of early childhood education, saying that she had made it. Without any regrets, this time I married into the world of temples, learned from scratch, and strangely enough, I am living in this world. Nevertheless, encounters with people have formed relationships, and now I am blessed with friends in various fields, and it is even a job I can make use of.

I've made goals and plans to get this far, but what I want to do is probably influenced by the environment I'm in and what I meet, and once I have a good relationship, I'll step into the world and even become a place where I belong. I've just been working steadily on what's right in front of me, though. Adopt it well and let go naturally when the season is right.

You too can talk to yourself without difficulty. That's because this body is one. And cherish relationships.

For the future to come

I read it.
I read that you have made various efforts and are working hard every day towards your dreams and goals. Personally, I feel it's really great.
I think it's wonderful that you take on challenges and learn with interest in various things. Please do your best.
Since we are humans, we have limits both mentally and physically, and we also have limits on time. Please take good care of your own mind and body. If you get sick or get sick, there are times when you have to stop or give up on what you want to do or learn along the way.
Your life will continue to expand, and your life will continue. Please don't be too anxious and work hard by facing various things over the long term. If you feel like it, please visit a shrine or temple.
I sincerely pray that you will be blessed with wonderful encounters and relationships in the future and that you will be able to live a rich and fulfilling life from the bottom of your heart, so that you can learn and learn in various ways and live a happy life. And I will support you from the bottom of my heart.

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