Not being able to make the decision to leave the job
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I joined the company as a high school graduate and was a store manager for 2 stores at the age of 22.
However, I couldn't go to work due to power harassment and workload, and I couldn't stop my tears, I couldn't even contact them about my absenteeism, so much so that my housemates contacted me.
I started taking a break at the beginning of April, and my hospital teacher told me that it would be better to choose between retiring or extending my vacation.
I don't have the confidence to have 2 more stores myself, and since 2 stores are commonplace, the only way to keep staying is to have 2 stores.
Even if I know in my head that it's better to quit, even when I look at job offers, I feel like there are no jobs I can do, only my ideals are getting higher, and I feel like I'm out of the social circle, leaving nothing but impatience.
I'm afraid to let go when I think about various things such as getting into a major company or annual income and benefits.
I know my body comes first, but I can't make the decision to quit.
I feel uneasy and scared all the time when I extend my vacation like this.
What should I do to make the decision to quit putting my body first
I'm sorry for the poor sentence
