Will I go to hell when I die?

In Buddhism, it is thought that when all living things, not limited to humans, die, the world and shape that will occur next will be determined by many conditions (these are collectively called “karma”), such as what state their mind and body are in, and what kind of words, actions, and experiences they have experienced. Basically, good work leads to good results, and bad work leads to bad results.
Suicide is just that the direction of action is directed against oneself, and it is also a serious misconduct that kills lives. Isn't it possible to turn the state of affairs into a much worse direction and increase the possibility that the world that will occur next will become hell a lot higher?
However, even if it is certain that the possibility increases a lot, it cannot necessarily be said that if you commit suicide, you will go to hell for sure. After all, the next world will be decided as a result of the whole of living in this world.
Is it possible to encounter the same world in the same form as the life that died earlier? This also comes down to talking about possibility. If you think about it logically, it may actually be said that the possibilities are infinitely small.
At the beginning of the Kamakura period, a monk named Myoe Shonin always cared for and worshipped small creatures and insects.
When asked by his apprentice why they do such a thing, they answered, “I can't help but love these puppies and bugs when I think they might have been my parents in a previous life.”
It is impossible for us to determine whether the possibility is “really so.” I think the only thing you can do is think “if that's the case” and take care of your own life and other lives.

Anyway, what makes me think this world is hell is that it's not your fault. It's just that what was painful and what I didn't like until now just continued.
So, if that kind of thing continues, of course, if your heart feels like that again, it will also make you cringe.
Osho also had that kind of period.
However, the world is pretty big. When you have pain, you become closed off, so of course, the ducts of your ears, throat, and brain become thinner. In other words, it's going to be closed.
I don't like it.
There are only people I don't like, and it's different from my ideal.
However, this did not mean that there were no rescue activities.
Osho wanted a scoop while he was alive.
Teachings such as Buddhism preach salvation, save people, say enlightenment, etc., and you can get an intelligent heart, nirvana, etc., and an extremely peaceful heart, so I began searching for Osho who would lead me to that kind of heart.
Fortunately, I was able to meet such an Osho.
I think I've been studying Buddhism in my own way until now, but after all, when I read a book, it wasn't a real learning.
I thought that living people, as living beings in their lives, wouldn't be a real power unless they were taught by each other.
Sometimes my heart blew to the point where I wanted to die.
When it comes to salvation in Buddhism, I think humans probably don't know who they are. That's because my heart is always moving towards a different law. So, by calling that crazy heart over here, people can face themselves properly for the first time by making them look at something they should stare at, and they can return to their original peaceful, clear, sure, kind, strong, and intelligent mind. That saved me.
Then there were times when this world certainly seemed like hell, but since I was saved, I also felt like I had to spread this teaching even more.
I want to be scooped up. It's good if you want to know that kind of teaching.
That's because the words people say if you don't do that won't resonate.
If you go to hell, I'll go to hell right after that and save you, so please wait.
But before that, I want you to have the heart to seriously seek salvation and the heart to pursue it without giving up, what is salvation while you are alive, show it out. Gassho

I read it.
Thank you for your question. Your questions will be taken very seriously.
You have depression and you're having a very hard time, aren't you? Also, there are times when I want to die, and I also want to live.
You're wondering if you'll go to hell when you die, and whether you'll be able to meet someone who went to heaven.
I think it's very natural for you to think that way. This is what many people think.
You probably don't want to go to hell. If you want to go to heaven or paradise without going to hell, please pray to the Buddha or God to save you. The Buddha and God will always save you and guide you.
When you fully live the life you have been given, the Buddha or God will always guide you, and the people and ancestors who have gone before will kindly welcome you.
If you want to live, please live with peace of mind. Buddha, gods, and ancestors will kindly watch over you, support you, and save you anytime, anywhere, and in any situation.
If it's hard for you to live, please sincerely convey your thoughts to the Buddha, gods, and ancestors as they are. Please tell the Buddha, gods, and ancestors all of your pain, sorrow, and happiness. They treat you kindly, don't you?
May you always be protected and saved by Buddha, God, and your ancestors, so that you can live the life you have been given with peace of mind, that the Buddha or God will always save and guide you when you complete the tenju you have been given, and I sincerely pray to the Buddha, God, and ancestors that have gone ahead to greet you kindly. We wholeheartedly agree
And I wholeheartedly support you.
Please let us know your thoughts again, and we look forward to welcoming you.

Depression is probably very painful, isn't it? Desperate thoughts also occur, don't they? There must also be anxiety and fear when it comes to being alone. In such a case, let's talk about it in Hasunoha like this. Any time is fine. There will always be an answer.

Hell is scary when you think about it... if you think about it if you die. I want help. You want to be saved.

You're working so hard in this world. The Buddha will take good care of you. Even if you can't see that figure from here, the Buddha is watching you.

They want to save you. To respond to that wish is to feel for the Buddha and put hands together. Two people rather than one. So let's keep holding hands together while connecting in this way. If you're with the Buddha and with everyone, you'll definitely be fine. You'll be able to live a proper life. Hasunoha is on your side.