About the use of customs after visiting a shrine
Nice to meet you.
I think the content is very rude, but I'm helplessly worried and would like to ask you a question.
I'm going to Tokyo soon to take a job-related qualification exam, but I'm taking a day off until the next two days.
There is also the fact that I can go to Tokyo after a long absence, so there is a shrine I visited before and a shrine for the first time, and now I would like to split it into 2 days and visit each in the morning. I would like to say thank you for protecting me until now, and I would also like to ask for my mother's healing from her illness and my marriage.
After visiting the shrine, I also want to do sightseeing in Tokyo, etc., and at that time, I also want to use sex shops (content where you touch the body, not direct sexual activity). I myself have never experienced women until now, and recently there are times when I can't help but have a strong sexual desire, and I have a strong desire to touch women's bodies. However, if you are afraid of venereal diseases, I would like to keep direct acts (such as kissing) until the first time.
After all, is it disrespectful to God to use customs etc. after visiting a shrine? Personally, healing my mother's illness is the most important thing, but since my own desires are growing day by day, I also want to fulfill my desires.
However, in response to the sacred act of visiting a shrine, I wonder how it would be good to worship while holding these thoughts, and I'm even wondering if I am qualified to worship now.
I'm sorry for your busy schedule, but I would appreciate your reply.
