I was proud to be able to draw...
I've lived until now, and I've loved drawing since I was in elementary school.
I was severely bullied by boys when I was in elementary school, and even though I wasn't dealt with by girls because it was dark
How about being able to relieve loneliness by drawing pictures, train a lot of imagination, and draw interesting manga
Drawing will save everything! If I can draw, I'll have more friends and I'm happy! This is all I need!
Even though I'm enjoying it, I have very strong regrets about seriously running away from college in my late teens, such as going to a vocational school majoring in manga.
Let's become a manga artist in Shogakukan, which was my dream when I was around 20 years old! Even though I was enthusiastic, on the news that one manga artist was told terrible things by the editor-in-chief
I was afraid of getting hurt, I couldn't trust him, so I gave up right away...
Then I was so distrustful of people I was bullied that I couldn't trust anyone at all anymore...
And now that I'm 39, AI illustrations are popular, and they have spread to the point where AI illustrations are used on TV
I wanted to be a painter, draw manga, draw illustrations, and make lots of people laugh
Those AI illustrations are so beautiful, the number of people using them is increasing, and the technology has become amazing...
The pictures I've been drawing, the manga... seemed... lame, and furthermore, the time to draw pictures was slow and difficult...
I can't draw anymore... I'm still in a state where I can't draw at all.
I've lost my purpose. We are now in an age where people who can draw are no longer needed.
Until now, the feeling that “drawing is what I am most proud of” has become completely worthless.
I wonder if everything I've lived up until now was for nothing...?
Will the times kill painters, believe in AI, and people who draw pictures become trash and thrown away...?
Was I born to live by drawing pictures in order to be killed by God?
Honestly, I want to know the answer. After all, my life wasn't able to live without being able to study properly, so I have no choice but to become homeless or a criminal in the future?
