It makes me feel depressed.

I lost my mother when I was in high school, and when I just got a job, my father collapsed and lived in the hospital for about 15 years until he passed away

There is also nursing care at the transfer site, etc., and I have a five-time work history, not getting used to it at my most recent workplace, got alopecia areata, got sick, and retired, and now I'm unemployed

I'm looking for a place of employment even though I was once caught in something called a black company by cutting down my part-time job and savings

I've only been in occupations that don't require age or much skill, so I lost my confidence after being unemployed for over half a year

I've already lost something like the energy to live, and I've come to think stupid things that I have no choice but to die.

I know everything has gone wrong with my own way up until now.

It's hard for me to live without value and why I have to live.

There are many people in the world who want to live but can't live, and people who are having an even harder time, but I think I can use it as food if you ask me to say something like this.

Please help.

4 Zen Responses

It's fine. You're not alone.

That was tough, wasn't it?
You've been working hard all this time alone. You also did your best to take care of your father. that was tough, wasn't it? While changing jobs, I even got sick, and even so, I continued to stand on my own the whole time. You've really worked hard.
How lonely I felt when my mom and dad weren't there. How heartbreaking it was. You even thought about dying. That was so painful, wasn't it?
You've endured it well up until now, and it's been great. I feel like I want to hug you.

It's not that your way of life was bad.
Carrying her mother's feelings, she supported her father until the end of her life. You're a great person.

From now on, let's live your own life while getting fit.
Dad, mom, and I are all on your side. I'm on your side.
It's fine. You're not alone (*^^*)

Once in a while, queserasera

Aisowarai neko

My name is Shakkeishin.

I was able to take a look.

It's a difficult world to live in, isn't it?
I feel sorry for your parents.

Even though you know everything about bereavement from a family member, you can't always prepare for it, right?

As I read through Aisowarai Neko's sentences, I didn't think it was just my feeling.

Buddha's mercy was warm, and both parents and ancestors have now joined that group,

She smiled gently, illuminated my dark feet,
There is no mistake about gently pulling your hand and leading me to come on,

If I were alive, there would be many things (laughs)
Human relationships, work failures, money,
Something about my family.

I always feel like I'm bogged down,
I visit regularly, and it's such a difficult time,
In such a case, try stopping your thoughts for a moment,
I take great care of Kesera Sera.

I'm going to do something I don't know.
I read books that intuitively seemed fun,
Make time and get out quickly.
I'm not doing anything special,
I'm going away once and waiting for it to pass by.

My point of view changed unexpectedly and I thought I should try a little harder again (laughs)

I think older brothers who are separated also think about you somewhere in their hearts,

There isn't much advice or law this time around,
Also, you can spit it out anytime here.

Even people who seem to be doing well are all living while trying to hold on to the last minute.

Let's live in Quesera Sera.

Let's turn this into an opportunity!

She lost her mother in high school, and her father passed away after being hospitalized for a long time.
Even with this alone, you have gone through quite a bit of trouble.
Also, efforts have been made to work hard.
Therefore, nothing has actually gone wrong with what has been done until now. This is because I was able to live my life seriously at that time. So, you won't regret anything.

There are no worthless people. I just think so.
I was able to get advice from everyone in a place like this, so why don't you feel like you've been reborn from today and find what you want to do?

You can open the way because you want it.
You can find a way because you seek it.
Also, the fact that Aisowarai neko lives happily is what makes parents feel most at ease.

It's good to be alive!

Good evening.
Thank you so much for listening to it.

Why live.
There are also people who ask that kind of question, but I don't feel that it is appropriate to think with your head.

Why is my heart beating even when I'm not resting?
Are you sending blood all over your body?

Why have they continued to live to this day?
I'm more concerned about that strangeness than searching for answers to why we live.

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